I have been, as my friend Kristin says "falling down a well of self pity" But no more. I am gonna fight this make more of my life. So what that I have lost my hearing. Our two oldest dogs are deaf too & it doesn't slow them down much. I'm gonna learn from them. No more being "numb" & having self despair. I am truly sorry to those of you that I have complained to. No, life isn't perfect for anybody & we all must climb our own mountains. What's your mountain to climb? I'll climb it with you.
I adore you, you know.
ReplyDeleteMy mountain? I miss my kiddos. There are two big holes in my heart where they are supposed to be... probably driving me crazy!
I am so glad you posted today. I <3 you.
Your post today reminds me of a story my dad always used to tell me when I was struggling with my own bouts of feeling sorry for myself. One day while he was driving, he saw a dog get hit by a car. It broke one of his legs. The dog paused for a moment, but then he got up and took off again. He didn't dwell. He just accepted that now he was a three-legged dog. I'm not sure if Dad was just illustrating a point or if that dog actually existed, but he has always been one my heroes. When things get rough, I think to myself, "Well, I guess now I'm a three-legged dog...."
ReplyDeleteAmy, you know I love you too.
ReplyDeleteKristin, thanks for the story. It makes me feel better.
Proud to know you!
ReplyDeleteProud to know you guys too!
ReplyDeleteRusty, You're working hard to be tough for yourself, and letting others in on your trials, you are being tough for others. You are finding a way to give. I wonder how many could walk a mile in your boots and finish the walk... Not many. Hang in there and keep your head up. God bless...
ReplyDeleteThanks Gaylon!
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